Monday, April 28, 2008
You're suffocating me, so very hard to breathe
I have this urge to get my piercing tomorrow, nothing hurts more than the pain you experience on the inside, yes no? We'll see how it goes.. cause i think its a really good day to stay home tomorrow and spend some quality time alone. Today, and perhaps tomorrow too, seem to be the replay of how i felt exactly 2 years ago, on the very both days.
Friday, April 25, 2008
cause i'm more than just your girl, your toy
Anyway, pictures taken when in th lecture hall on saturday. Can't blame us lah it was effing boring.
I'm feeling so so stressed up, its like, SO MANY THINGS TO DO YET SO LITTLE TIME. If only i can have more than 24hrs a day. Anw, yst went to met hubs after disusing the Gpp, he went like, "2 more days before my baby turns seventeen". Then i stoned awhile before realizing that its true!!! All i can remember is that there's history SEA test on Tues and nothing else, wth right. I used to like have so much time to count down to my birthday ladeeedadeeda. But now i feel that birthdays are just another day, no more princessy parties, nothing special.
This is what happens when your class has so much more girls than boys.
Lastly, the Jasfaries!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
onefifty for half a face
Hahahha Aloysius was made to pay $1.50 for half a face:)
I look horrid in this but, whateverrrrrrrrr.
Monday, April 21, 2008
when you thought you'd never stand out, perhaps you really didnt
That day bestf was like telling me over the phone about a particular issue.
Now i think she should have considered herself luckier cause she didnt think that mine will be far more worser as compared to hers.
Suddenly, everything makes me feel that i'm least of importance to everyone, including clique and boyfriend- the people i love, and care for most.
Perhaps there's no one to blame, and somehow i indirectly brought this upon myself for not being good enough, like always.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Nyjc's drama night
Drama night at SRT, met the class and Clarke Quay Mrt station and found our way there. Both the plays were good, especially the second one which i loved and prefered more was so touching that the entire play almost got me crying. Supper at Macs right after, then with Zen leading the way, we headed to George Street to climb the rooftop:D
0836 YAY HEARTS MANY! But terrible shaky hands the photographer has:(
Deanna, Jasmine, Ryna!!!
At the rooftop!
Jasmine Ryna Sokyi Edna Rachel
Thursday, April 17, 2008
the caramel island adventure
Oh did i mention that i went back to Nass on Tuesday to meet up with part of th clique. Okay no i did not. Wait, i just mentioned(:
(That's the detention corner-my usual hangout after school, and the bitching corner-during recess btw)Anyway fast forward. Went to library today and wanted to study, but ohwells guess we can't study in the library afterall. (More pics in Sokyi's phone)
My i'm feeling super lazy to do gp and study for all the tests which is like every single day. Freak gonna dieeeee yet to start studying! & of course i get lazier when it comes to researching ideas for GPP, heh. And i hate it when honey bee goes MIA like now i can't contact him at all:(
Byeeeeee wholegrain bread here i come! (Wooohooo praise me manz i only consumed half a bowl of rice for th entrie day)
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Experiencing a pretty rough phase now, again. Seems like everything round me is crumbling and sometimes its just too hard to cope with. That's life perhaps, nothing will ever seem to go smoothly at all.
(that's us in a totally WRONG attire. Classical attire with character shoes, LOL)Anyway Ballet exam today. Final grade wooohoooo feels good. 4 solo dances, and apparently i screwed up barre work (thank god its not counted) and polonaise. Freaking embarassing i danced halfway and my entire skirt gave way, dropping down onto the floor. But yeah continued dancing. So like the examiner was so pleased with me cause of that and she told the pianist i was really good! Praised me and all, heh. But i don't think i'll attain a distinction though. Merit will be fine with me(:
Then cabbed home, honey bee came to pick me up and surprised me by hiding behind th pillar outside my house! Heh. He certainly knows how to make me feel better. Srsly i won't know what to do without him. He's always there, and will always listen to my moanings and my complains, consoling me whenever i feel upset cause i've been feeling really bad these days. Over to his place and later went to meet Xh and Sy.
Which, apparently our decision to shop at city plaza failed terribly, they don't have anything there at all. Ended up at Singpost camwhoring and eating beancurd which tastes like sour toufu, and dumplings.